suck up

today's CY birthday!!

somehow he's not very upbeat bout it. didn't really want to celebrate. he even slept before midnight last night, so i couldn't wish him right when the clock striked 12.

won't blame him, i wouldn't want to celebrate it myself either if i were turning 30 and suddenly found myself out of job.

i'll just have to be super supportive bout it so i hope to cheer him up during our dinner this weekend, which should have been tomorrow night if not for this long-time-no-see high school senior friend who is currently in town.

not to say i'm not into meeting. this guy was one of my best friend during school time and we haven't meet in like 4 years, so it just make sense to spend a lil' time catching up and showing him around town.

funny how time has changed, me from being so close with him to now feeling a bit worried for tomorrow. i'm not even sure now whether we could enganged in proper and natural conversations.

ok leave this to worry when the time comes.

had a long talk with my boss today, about my future in the company among other things. somehow i decided it's good to stop thinking bout leaving and start to buck myself up to be better in what i'm currently doing. at least i can sell myself better if i do attempt another jump.

which should be the right thing to do. the offers so far has all been a disappointment. yes i know money isn't everything, but it's still a big chunk of it.

especially if i'm gonna always suck up to starhub like today. requested them to reconnect sports channels so that i can watch current nasdaq-100 tennis matches despite higher charges. i figured since nadal and clijsters made it to semifinal it's gonna be worth it.

talking about nadal, the quarterfinal replay match is showing now on my newly-reconnected star sports.

so later...


...ed