beautiful illusions

it's 10pm and i just saw (what else) beautiful illusions...

you know, i've always hated the part when they showed clips of next episode after the ending song, 'coz i didn't understand a thing! they must have not done the subtitles yet or sth, so i'd see clips of ppl arguing (or so it seemed) or someone telling some news etc, and i wouldn't have a clue what was it all about.

well, guess i have to wait till tomorrow. better be home on time as i noticed my housemate switched off my tv/video power when i got back today. it got me all irritated. i mean, resetting the video clock is one thing, what if i ended up having vegetarian buffet dinner at quality hotel just now?

as if switching off those things can compensate even 5 minutes of electricity his aircond consumes...

for once tonight, i'm not too troubled by the house thingy as previous nights. today i cancelled the 2nd appointment to view the st francis unit few hours before lunch break. kinda decided that condo might not be good for long term investment, or even re-sale in the future if, you know, i were to work in m'sia or sth...

so seems like i'm gonna stuck in this rented unit for some time more, putting off plans to buy 42-inch LCD tv and set up my own home theather and worse, having someone who always bring strangers home at night.

to make myself feel better now that i won't have this spore unit, i've almost decided to buy this condo in kl instead. they're supposed to be designer units and good location-wise, though that 99 leasehold is a bit turn-off.

this 99-lease hold concept is so wrong. why would ppl spend thousands of dollars just to buy sth that will have to be returned sometime in the future? that's so not buying but renting. work it out, if the unit is 300K, it's like renting off ~250 bucks per month. the advert should instead read 'condominium unit for rent with 99 years contract'. see if got ppl buy...

these property thingy is so troublesome. when i consult somebody, they'd tell me it depends on where i want to stay permanently. duh... as if i know that myself.

i wish i could make up my mind on this. i don't even know what i want. i wish there is a sign or sth... that says i should spend my life at this country, or apply and work at that company, or even let what be my eventual sexual orientation....

the one thing i'm sure of, is that the kl trip last labour-day weekend was fun. we occupied 2 suites at istana hotel and spent time loosen-up.

yeah we didn't get to go karaoke, or bowling, and also i should have checked some properties for sale there, and yeah, the time square sara cosmetic shop saleslady was a bitch and tupai2 restaurant was out of our reach, but nevertheless, the whole trip was a strike.

how i long we could meet again in the future. just hope it won't be just one of my beautiful illusions...



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